Hello Everyone... *giggles* I haven't written or done anything here in forever.

I've just been chatting it up with my sister who's over in Utah lecturing her about not writing when she's an amazing writer and the irony struck me like a ton of bricks...I haven't been writing *slams head into wall. Smooth move Nezumi. It's not that I don't have ideas it's just that I lose track of time or I get too busy writing fanfics with my friends. I can't tell you why but it's so much fun to take other people's characters and mess around with them. Then I start planning an original story, but I'm planning it with someone else so that all goes to hell because we get distracted or the other person gets bored with it and it never gets out of discussion stages.

But I was thinking that I need to start working on my story or at least finish editing Sinful Love....I'm such a horrible person. I need deadlines. Once I finish editing it I'm probably going to have to edit again because I've matured since the last time I looked at it and now it seems juvenile. Someone once told me that there is no writing- there is editing. You write what you write then you go back and edit it and I think that I'm starting to understand what they mean. There is nothing that is ever perfect on the first draft. You have to go through it time after time after time. I need to find a new beta....I would go back to Tallulah, but I don't want to bother her. I sent her a draft ages ago and then to just suddenly pop up again seems to opportunistic.

I have a conference I'm going to for my honor society and our color is gold. They had to give us gold. It's such a hard color to find anything in- I would have preferred black. I have so much black it's not even funny.

Well I'm going to force myself to look at Sinful Love and see if I can't make myself do anything to it. Ta ta!